lost is inevitable in life. but can i not lose those that are most important to me ?

Ms Demeanour Singapore: Stray dogs in Singapore? Yes..and they need saving...

2012-01-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Ms Demeanour Singapore: Stray dogs in Singapore? Yes..and they need saving...: Stray dogs in Singapore? Yes we have stray dogs in Singapore and over the last month they have been much talked about. The dogs were flung i...

2011-07-25T13:13:00.002+08:00

read my gmail email under "Private".

I still miss everything. (:

I still listen.

I still respect.

I still want.

=)))

2011-07-25T12:58:00.001+08:00

Had a weird dream while slp wake slp wake ing in the morning..

Like some quest to reach pulau ubin .. -.- ~~~
Lol.. very farnie.. abit forget le.. But I remember rushing for buses to take the ship..
And in the seas.. wow.. lol..

I think it had my mum? omo.. and sf.. ? lol..

messy dream shall not talk about it anymore.

AM trying to cool myself down. I cant. (:

2011-06-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

I have never smiled like this for at least half a year, finally it has arrived.

Welcome Motivation.

2011-06-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

Everything tied to me is just childish and stubborn.
So I assume, to everyone, everything from me are just lies and no truth in it?

Because no one would bother. (:

I'm used to it already.

210508;
I've been trying very hard to tell myself not to make the same mistakes again.

27072010;
It broke out. I definitely am wrong, but it's not entirely only my fault.

2011;

People try to shoot me.
There is truth in it, I agree, but not with the person saying it.
The person is not qualified to say it.

Finally, it's back to square one like a few years ago.
The peace but just alone. (:

Maybe sometimes in some point of life, you have to make a choice between peace and loneliness.

To others, it's just overbearing.
To myself, I'll just find myself repeating the so called "mistakes" by others again.

=)

watashinosekai.

Has nothing inside, other than the things that I do where all humans condemned it to be wrong.
=)

No one cares about intention, just the actions. (:
Humans never fail to do that.

Even me.

Life without me is so wonderful, then go for it.
Because I will take no blame.

All I do is wrong.
All I say is wrong.

Everything is about the ending or the consequences, never about the process.

It just means nothing to everyone. (:

See ya around some corner of the earth someday.

2011-05-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Remember what you did when u just finished ITIL and came out of the room?

"HeeHeeHeeHeeHee"

2011-05-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

U smile too.

Maybe only I understand, maybe only I don't understand.

2011-04-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

Xiang nian de xin, zhuang man de dou shi ni.

Since year 2001, miracle's gone.

I don't believe in those.

I'm a thief now because of you, IHY.

Hmm.. Will be in bangkok.. 19-23

ehhhh..

Leaving MANY ways of communication,
Although some are one way communication..

Google Doc

Facebook
Email
[Hopefully I find internet]
Twitter too?

haha.. and more..

Just find me any way.

=]]]

I just remember gemini as..

They dont request for anything unless they really need it. =)

So, I never say No.

x3333

2011-04-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

I'm still guessing what could be written on the piece of foolscap/A4 paper that is for me when I saw it in NLB.. SSOBBBB! Until today still regret -.- ~ WOnder whats written inside is good or bad? haha. *everyone has their own world, I'm going to mine for another problem*

2011-03-27T12:13:00.003+08:00

still running.. hmm.. there are still things.. hmm..
maybe there are some things that u know is the truth..
but maybe subconciously.. choose to get away..
it's not a permanent solution..
and I have no idea how to solve it too..
another approach?
another person?

let's see if things get solved by themselves..
sooner or later.. hmmm..

hopefully no disaster recovery in june..
wont wanna let anyone experience anything bad..
=)))

Talked with shenshen on fb chat last nite..
she likes strawberry fanta too!
:x
talk from last house visit to future visit to bkk haha.. :x
I miss roadside stalls!!!~

=))

Signing off,
Problematic Kid

P.s. I know u know. *Winks

2011-03-27T02:40:00.002+08:00

ok I've got a goal to accomplish tomorrow.. yawns..

YAMATO BATTLESHIP IS AWESOME!!! ~

^^
Glad I insisted. Not gonna watch tupid movies like *SP* -.-

Sanctum next o.o ^^

(From director of Titanic and Avatar)
I miss avatar >.<

End up today I din do my letters. WHERE GOT TIME!
Arghhhh...

Thing the nicest sakae shud be marina square ..
and the frog was ultimate -.- fat.. lol !~ got ppl inside de i mean.. haha..

shocked*

hmm.. going to slp with loads on the mind.. *Thinking mind* nitez!

2011-03-26T12:15:00.002+08:00

TTD [I don't like things to drag so..]

------

1) Erm cut hair?

2) Long overdued letters

3) post one :x

4) copy sms (IT'S ALWAYS FULL!)

5) pack for bkk omg.

6) animal shelter stuffs o.o GIRO? ask david. nv go buy food lei >< nature gift
7) pack rm.. super lazy -.-

8) write list of things to get in bkk :x lol.. itinery i tink messy go copy out..

wonder when will I get time to finish all these o.o?

Things flooded at work esp from fri cute OT

-----------------------------------------------------

1) one pop out of nowhere lappie on the table -.- (Check echo wing cadet list and nominal roll?) count total amount..

2) one more lcd crack on the right..

3) 6 comps cloning image @ switch

4) remind daily server health check

5) still got 420 to clone and put content and join domain -.-

6) 88 comps from echo + 40 comp on trolley from left shelf to scan and sticker and MCL

7) tuesday golf wing collection -.-

2011-03-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

cock. seriously. always step in hse scold until whole block know.

just step in only.

"GL or siao?"

lol.

Don even want to answer your this question.
nothing better to do seriously.

2011-03-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

Don't tell me what you do with your friend and advice me then come and tell me you cannot do it for me.

I do not think when I talk with people I know, I just say whatever straight.

Things I bother to explain, please try to listen too. And believe it.

I said : I swear you don't understand my question.

But inside is just: "I know what she will tink/do/say if I say out the problem."
So if you think that you have predicted everything, then really save it.

Don't even need to reply saying that will not answer calls due to blablabla..

Because if you just keep dont answer calls, people will get it, they aint dumb.

And, saving this part and not writing it because since I don't want ppl to mind read me, I will stop myself from MR-ing people too, in case I am not right.

It's not to shoot anyone, it's seriously people assume, conclude, mind read all already, then there's nothing left to say.

21052008.

Again.

And.

Again.

wanna let me off already?

Yea, I don't like it.. I don't like it when people are angry, I don't like it when I do wrong things, even more don't like it when I dont know what I did wrong.

Aren't u all all the same?

Can someone be a bit different?

Another post at another place.

Don't throw my explanation and cut me.

Because I am speaking the truth, you chose not to listen.

2011-03-22T02:10:00.002+08:00

If everything in life, u fear this u scared there afraid of this and that..
I don't tink you can accomplish anything at all. Not necessary what you want to accomplish, but just nothing at all.. haha..

So dumb me is not scared nor afraid now, but retardedly just =( ..

I never wanna drive anyone to the wall.. neither do I wish to be ..

yea karma? retribution? Just getting back what I've done which is what u are doing now.

want me to explain? can.. it's simple.. and it's exactly the same.

it's just the concession not given, you've given it, just not to me. hee.

I accept this as an unchangable fact, and it's gone.

Since the day I felt cut off, and also stopped visiting blogs..

and nothing on fb unless it appears on my wall..

=)))

AND..

Lastly..

IMUSS, I can call u shenshen, but I will never be acknowledged in public.
And this isn't my fault.
I hate you, playboy, I hate to greet u, I hate your wife, everything.

Just return my shenshen back to me?

2011-03-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

0% vs 200% concession.

o.0

Fear

Hate
Love
Failure
Guessing
Confusion

o.o so many.

P.S. How much u wanna see the person smile is how much u can tolerate that person. o.0

2011-03-07T08:30:00.003+08:00

Ehhh..

One more sorry.

And I really settled it.

And I will be someone acting like a passerby,

treating everything as a joke.

*Sounds like cherie's case*

2011-03-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

After so long, so long,

WHY MUST U FORCE ME TO DO THIS?
WHY?

WHY MUST U FORCE ME?

For u, I can do everything I cannot do for other people.
Meaning I put in extra concession for u,
But forcing me to do this,
Means I'm seriously being forced, driven to the wall.

Now, I've got to let go.

I can still say that I cant bear too, but sorry now there's no option for me anymore.

There's no point. What's the point.
Nothing.
Everything is based on I'm the in fault first, I landed myself in this state,
everything also my fault. What else?

Of course in this case, nothing needs to be done,
of course no explanation should be given a chance to be heard.

Me just nobody I know it.

2011-03-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

Very tired. Close eyes only weird dreams. -.-

Dreamt of rabbit in my house ran out of cage again. -.-

Dreamt of the scene where shade show me sms.. and she said "This is what I sent u that time" (The sms) and that time is last year august around there when sth happened.. :/

2011-02-27T04:32:00.002+08:00

Very long nv so late slp le?

lol more and more awake. Am so dead tml.

yay worriedtodeath is the reason I was born. reason I exist.

wanna go unisim. love bluecoat.

wanna increase salary.. wanna keep learning..

wanna do hardware.. networking.. security.. SA.. cool cool cool stuffs..

where got time.

Haiz.

2011-02-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

The innocent is not spared 12022011..

lol.. very tired.. gdnitez.. ~

monday shud b fun.. (:

I WANT 20% =( -> She's a big bullie. She make my blueblack.. =(((
and she nv buy for me shirt =(

she badbad.. I'm slpy.. ~

signing off,
noname.

I'm nobody

2011-02-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

Great. Happy new year and I really don’t understand myself.
Great. A leo that cannot behave like one in front of u, (automatically).
Great. Another one more fella, dunno doing what.
And as usual, one fella like to take in everything alone.

sucks.

all sucks.

All my cannot be solved problems.

Everytime triggers my thinking mind.

BELIEVE ME. If the matter is not mine, I’ll do it better.

and when I want to do something, I WILL do it. -tmd-

-.- but its always not all up to me. and i tmd need time.

2011-02-08T11:18:00.001+08:00

This is seriously sh!t~ lol..
If u cannot trust anyone in this world.. lol.. Then GG.. ~

Okay thats why I turned to animals in 2004 lol..
Cause humans are just too complicated to understand and they even contradict themselves like wtf.

Enough.
If it cannot be as simple as I treat u gd, u treat me gd.
Then it shall be I treat u bad, u treat me bad. And lets all turn to animals instead ^^ !

boys over flowers favorite ost-,DO YOU KNOW BY SOMEDAY

2011-02-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

梁文音愛,一直存在滿滿官方完整版MV

2011-01-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

天才白痴梦/SOLER

2010-12-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

2010-12-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

o.o last nite..
predicted.. hahas.. *tap on* o.0
was at the airport.. ~

sending ppl off.. ~ hmm.. ~

some fella.. lol... super predicted..

noticing since dinner.. akakd..
=))

FINALLY!

Finale ~ lol ~ walked over to me.. then i was like.. uh oh..

lol. ok abit too tall? lol..

hidehide.. then oops tap on..

silly..
super.. ke ai?

then dragged for awhile more..

lol.. didn't stop..

okay ++ awhile more.. lol..
hold hand hand already.. lols.. x3

i duno what to do.. =/

hmm..
well.. the skytrain's door.. doesn't close very fast after that..

lol.. KADKY..

=X don kill me..

erm.. okay i minus-ed the help ppl take pics.. walau..

i really duno how >.< ! ~ lol and not digi cam! argh~!

lol =x

hmm plus I supposed should be a very touching letter..

coz I know the author..
it'll be super touched for the reader.

Yours sincerely,
Shell - One Night @ Airport

2010-12-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

haiz. i lazy edit back my template -.- ~ should i change new one?

_______________________________________________

ok back to story.. of sat and sun.. *shocked, stunned, totally overwhelming*

saturday because shade sis say the itinery got include flyer. then omg i hear le oso scared..

so decided to follow..

end up they nv go -.-!~~~~

nvm.. went qi ji to eat.. ~ =)

super waste food they all -.- keep say i too small should eat more -.- ~

... bullie!!!~

er i dun remember whr i walked =/ orchard is zzz.. town is zzz..

*-.-*
errrrrrm. went to hotel o.o ~

like a family meeting :x ~

but I am paying attention.. to some gk..

hmm.. duno smilesmile for what sometimes..

BUT!

I'm also paying attention to when I can nua.. LOL.. kept adjusting my sitting position..

to.. NUA~~~ xD ~ (Y)!

nua till nite go atm bday(maple gathering ~ kinda)

=) nite go hmhm..

________________________________________________________________

sunday o.o nitenite dinner was tmd scary. yxyxyxyxyxyx!

but i like.. ppl cut for me o.o ^^ hee..
x3 ~

and the "ming tian jiu chi bu dao le" *eats more..
"hou tian ye chi bu dao le" *eats more.. LOL..

super entertaining.. keke.. :x

/= conclusion.. i ate alot of alien lol.. =/

__________________________________________

Talking about jiejie.. haha..
Different kinds I have and I want.
Hahas.
And I have a MI4.
=)
No telling anyone.

Heaven knows, earth knows, I know.
hahas.
Last night's draft.
Continuing after lunch in office.

Signing off,

Shell.

I am super sianz today because of a skype conversation last nite.
I am not saying it's whose fault. But its just the kinda conversation that makes u very sianz.

Esp when u happily waited and planned for it.
Then.. One knife stab again. lol.
Why all like to do that.
I'm dam sianz. Dont disturb me today.

2010-11-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

谢谢你，我很久没看到你了。

It's Cookie Dough Drizzle I think. NOT SURE hor!

Cookie is the first word doesn't mean u change The Cookie Monster to Cookie The Monster. -.-

Come to think of it, The Cookie Monster is also TCM omg.

=/ You bullie, dowan send ppl song. =/

But nvm, I have those problem, ppl don't bullie me I don't feel like I exist. (:

Very tired but very happy. very happy.

I had about 3.5hours today.

^^v

Really very long never see u le.

Hee.

Xiexie~

Don't mind my nonsense in the letter.

I like the comment made after "No comments" after reading my comprehension/composition.

Hahas. If she were your friend, the guy would be crying le.

Yea~

mi xiu mi xiu!~

Shall we sit and talk longer next time? :/

I'm greedy. :/

I'm bad. Hee.

x3

Good night! Oyasumi nasai~!

2010-10-31T14:35:00.002+08:00

Hee. Nopes, am not smiling.

做人做到像我这么彻底的失败也算是厉害了

[这世界最远的地方在哪里，在远过那片蓝天的你心底]

First time lets have a change.

Don't close yourself up when something happens.

Lets wait for miracles.

Not by doing nothing.

But sometimes there is a limit to what you can do.

Or sometimes u wanna do something so badly but there are limitations that cannot be forced to break.

So, what you do now?

Stay alive and wait.

Anyone not happy with me?

Speak up and once you manage to talk to me until i have nothing to shoot back?

I will listen to you.

It means it made sense to me le. So i will not continue further.

And I will listen le.

Coz I don't do things that doesn't make sense -.- ~

ShaDe: Can resume WR? lol. I seriously forgot why that time stopped. :/

2010-10-24T14:42:00.002+08:00

o.o trying out.... today... ^^

tml or tonight will update hahahahahahahahaha..

lol.

if u don bother to try to understand me, then dont talk so much... haha...

If u can read the reason behind ur so called "My Unreasonable".. LOL...

Its okay. I have my MRs. Even people who are not, they can talk and try to understand me until i actually listened.

To those who I do not listen, o.o actually u failed. First on list is my mum lol?

Totally fail.

=)))

- Lol if arguing makes me childish and yours is not, then continue. lollll.. jokers. u gotta be kidding..? -

2010-10-14T09:17:00.002+08:00

lols. I sent invitation liao. nv accept jiu nv accept. lol.

at least u wouldn't see what i type.

i seriously have no idea what made it happen yesterday ok.

i duno how it is going to shock u, but i shocked myself.

see msn screen cry. LOL. what is this?

shock as in, not that i've nv done it before.

shock as in it was just seeing the words u typed. lol.

seriously, continue blaming urself and feeling guilty if it makes u feel happier.

i cannot force u, no one can.

i fully understand that.

lol.

wait 3 years for one.

now only how long? 1 yr haven reach ma. haha. whats the problem.

lol.

the problem is i've nv reacted like that before.

jialat.

i see the gd ppl should meet more gd ppl. but i forgot my theory of 2 gd ppl cannot co-exist.

coz they will think for each other until nvending.

LOL.

Yea my name is fool.

And what is yours?

cannot open my left eye today. haha.

those that need a slap to wake up to reality just tell me yea?

those guys who wanna talk to ur gf like "fuck fuck fuck" every line.

go f urself. lol. find other ppl k?

don cross my line.

i dun wanna know.

if u just wanna find someone to scold, u don need a gf, just anyone pretty enough to suit ur taste will do.

those who wanna say i love my friends and keep everything to urself oso can go love the wall.

=))

love ur friend = carry everything urself.

good job n1.

even ur "dongpa" said that to u, guess we were desparate ytd . desparate enough.

lol. but that wasn't enough to wake u up. I know that very well.

2010-10-12T16:23:00.003+08:00

Thurs - overnite no.3 =(

Fri - tangyuan no.2,3 x3

Sat - overnite no.1 =(

Sun - Shenshen x3 & no.1 x3

Monday - Doc & no.2 =( x3

Tues - no.3 =( x3

zzz so many =( .. arghhh.. !

葉蒨文 - 瀟灑走一回

2010-10-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

2010-10-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

hahas. like ing the acc ing ... the allowed to acc.. =)
although i feel that im disturbing ppl hahaha =x
but i like :x ~~~

but just that..
acc ing is i happy ing..
hmm.. not only just happy ing..
oso got hartache ing..

haiz. the more u know, the more u know u duno. haha.
this sentence always comes in handy.
the clearer u see, the more hartache.. haha..
bad huh?
now i know what are the silly people going through..
but..
not 100%
because u can nv understand how a person feels 100% unless u are them =))
this i know. haha.

thats why.. animals are much better huh.. =x
not sure if shenshen will be going tml.
but would love it. haha.
friend + shenshen.
what kinda combination is this?
PERFECT COMBINATION!

but ..
the same as my PERFECT PLAN..
lol..
sure got last min prob de.. =x

as usual.. haha..

P.S. It's getting nearer. What should I do?

IMUSS.
And.
Imisseverythingfromthepast.

My colleagues ask: aiyo, why all ur friends in trouble..
I duno too. duno how to answer.

now im currently tmd qiang =x
im using macbook to blog hor..
sobsob.. i become retarded when using macbook. haiz..
still remember how stunned i was when i couldn't find the volume ctrl of mac desktop..
then ppl show me got REMOTE CONTROL de..
then followed by that, was more shocked that she just put back the remote on the monitor..
*stick!* OMG ITS MAGNET ! T.T ~ mac is so nice lol. win 7 is hopeless.. haha.

I just. Miss my name.
Nitez my name.
tata ~

2010-10-09T00:48:00.001+08:00

DONE!

汤圆约定 + PerfectPlan ~ though the plan is imperfect =/
not perfect at all ~~~

Haha I still more interested in doing other ppl's HW.

2010-10-03T13:50:00.003+08:00

all the guys want the girls, but they do not cherish them. lol. once its yours, u dont care anymore. lol. once the girls wanna give up, walau, u guys turn from devil to angel WOOO! QIANG!

wth.

yl said.. this will make the good turn bad. yes i agree. coz push the limits of a gd person to the max, once they fight back, how good can they be anymore? sure explode.
if not? cry si lo. no eat no slp that kind again.

gd life arh guys.. lol..
I know very well from my parents. haha. enough.

sf - what i say is true. haha. so many ppl wanna protect u, if they know. lol. sure chiong. ~ saw the comment 12hours ago. lol. I don't know whats the meaning of that.. haha..
ur 5min very power..

Nice adding u and yl in one conversation. lol.
gets both talking. lol.
at least feel better.
=))
Thats about all I can do.

Because.. All I hear ytd is u worrying about him. =)
U don bother about urself..
Silly.

2010-10-03T13:39:00.002+08:00

My carelist never changed. I just removed one person.
Make me die hart(Chinese).

U don't come to me when u need me only.
Very good. U proven that point.
U have alot of friends. Go ahead. I wont do stupid things go ur office OT with you le.
I have more time le. Good.
U are not my entertainer le.

I'm glad I didn't give the name SF to u.
Nvm. U said u liked me as a friend, dowan to spoil friendship because of small things.
But u are the one who refused to acknowledge my existance at gathering that day.
I tried to smile. I dont have to face jon lee and ur stupid attitude together that day.
This is it. I sent morning messages, and u didn't reply anymore. I get the point. =)
I don't wanna owe u anything. I sent another week without expecting replies. I don't owe u le. U cry ur prob. haha.

It's over. (:
Striked off from carelist.
Because I know I do not deserve to be treated like this.
I even answered ur calls at work. lol. no. its not worth it.

U are no more benben.
Byebye.

2010-10-01T22:41:00.001+08:00

tired.. gg to slp early for once.. hopefully when i sleep nothing happens..
and hopefully i can sleep..

(:

nitez milo

2010-09-22T09:12:00.000+08:00

err err err.. o... ~ 22092010... Watch and See..
The same vicious cycle.

2010-09-01T09:09:00.002+08:00

How far can u go?
How much can u stand?
How much can u stand seeing people not eating, not sleeping, crying almost every moment?
CANNOT!

I see her slp, I see her cry, I don't know what to do beside her, I hold her hand tight. I ask her to slp. She hasn't been slping at all. Whenever she wakes up I know, -.- ~ The time i watch her slp.. Is short till -.- ~ So I spent the night guarding. She woke up, saw me nt slping. Asked me to slp. =/ It was tired. But now I know how she pass her 1.5 weeks. The front days must have been worst. Even her dad wants to beat him up. Her dad had a harsh conversation with her coz he wanted her to WAKE UP the idea of patching with a guy like this. U never know when he will throw u at roadside again. leaving u alone there cry to death. and just walk away. and continue to say that u love that gal. shutup pls? lol.
u can even say probation period for relationship when ppl almost reduced to begging asking u for patch when u were the one who initiated the breakup.
PROBATION PERIOD ! SOUNDS COOL! creative to me. But sorry, her sis only said 2 words. I've never seen her angry before in 4years. She said "GUO FEN!" (Overboard) ~ =) U keep flooding ppl with msges. If ppl nv reply u will ask "Did u receive my prev msg?" ... who on earth.. oredi so sad.. can tahan this kinda persistent behaviour.

U know her soft spot and u play on it. This gets her dad very angry.
U know she is softhearted, die oso will reply u. But I told u very clearly on sunday nite not to msg her anymore. I gave u my name. My dear classmate, do not tell me that u do not know me. U said i was scary when i reported cherie's cheating on test to the tcher. lol. I did not do wrong. Or u prefered me to report u asking for help on test too? I did that because she was cheating on every test. bth u know. =)

u don want her to reply u.. u just want her to admit she did cheat on u. sorry. If i cannot stop u, and no one else is.. then i don have any choice but just take her phone.. what else can i do? what do u want jon lee? lol. thong poh used 2 words. First time in my life i liked his reply. "Mind Fuck". seriously u are messing up her mind, damit. I've seen since 4yrs ago how weak this fella can get mentally. don make her lost. zzz.

2010-08-29T01:13:00.003+08:00

Listened this song randomly on psp..
then O_O what song is this? sounds nice..
here it is.. =)

SNSD - Tears (Romanization)

[taeyeon] hayan byol bichi eegaman odumi
[taeyeon] jo moriso nal milo naego itjyo
[sunny] hwanhan mi soro geudaereul bara man bwado
[sunny] nan ee iroghe jaguman morojyo gayo

[tiffany]*geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
[tiffany] baramee dwi oso naegyote wajwoyo
[seohyun] amudo moreuge ana jooseyo
[seohyun] naega geudaereul neugil soo itdonrok
[seohyun] geudaen geurohge onjena nae gyote

[yuri] paran haneul ee geudal mooldeul in gojyo
[yuri] nae sarangeul araborigi joneh
[jessica] nal bomyo seulpo marayo nae mam noonmolye yemireul andamyon
[Jessica] geudaedo ije ooseul sooga issuyo

[taeyeon] *geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
Haessali dwioso nae gyote wajwoyo
[tiffany]Hwanhan misoro bichwo juseyo
Naega geudaerul neugil soo obsodo
Geudaen geurohge onjena naegyote

[seohyun] Love~ naye ee noraega yongwonhan naye baraem deul chorom
Geudae eh do deurinayo
[taeyeon] Iroghe soomanheun choo ogeul namgigo
[all]Ojik nan geurae man saengak haneun de

Geudaereul booreumyon geudaereul chojeulmyun
Bitmoolee dwe oso naegyote wajwoyo
[taeyeon]Oosan sok naege sogsagyum juseyo
Geudaereul naegado saranghaetdago
Geuraesp naega dp apeudogo

Rarara~

[Jessica]Ottoke haeyajin halsoo itnayo
Geudael jongmal saranghae nae ma eum eul
Ijen ottoke naye ee sarangeul

[taeyeon]Gogi issuyo jigeum geudaereul
Geu srarangeul ijeneun naega … I love you

SNSD -Tears (English Translation)

The white starlight, the black darkness
is pushing me away from far
When i look at you with my smile
I always become farther apart

*When i call you, when i look for you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

The blue sky has dyed you.
Before you find out about my love
Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears
you will be able to laugh too

* When i call you, when i find you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

Love~ Like my song is my wind forever
Do you hear it too?
You leave so many memories
I only think about you

When i call you, when i find you
Come back to me as the rain
Whisper to me under the umbrella.
I loved you more
so i am hurting more

LaLaLa

How can i convey it to you
My heart that really loved you
How is my love

over there, like that
That love I will now...I love you

2010-08-23T11:06:00.001+08:00

水至清则无鱼，人至察则无徒　　[阅读：29693] [教育科技]　2006-9-7

　水太清则无鱼，这是尽人皆知的道理。原因无非是水过于清澈，鱼难以生存，这引喻现实社会里，人太精明而过分苛察，就不能容人。所以，下面就紧接一句，人太察则无智。古人最早使用这些话的有这样几例：

　　１．“故水至清则无鱼，人至察则无徒。”见于《大戴礼记．子张问入宫》。《汉书．东方朔传》也有同样的用法。徒，就是同类或伙伴的意思，译为现在的话就是“朋友”。人太精明了就没有伙伴没有朋友，因为精明者往往容不得他人有小小的过错或性格上的小小差异，他过分要求与一己的同一或者要求所有人一举一动均符合或者满足一己的标准，但人总是有着各种不同的性格和待人处事的方式，除非是克隆体，否则永远无法达到每事的一致的，因此出现摩擦以至矛盾、冲突就是必然的结果，此时如果不能以一种宽容的精神调和于其间，事势就将无法收拾，结局便是人心不附，众叛亲离。

http://blog.lanyue.com/view/69/1042319.htm

2010-08-20T11:46:00.002+08:00

So yes, everyday I still think of you. We'll never be friends like we were. I still kinda like you, but I'll eventually forget. Hopefully.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/36046274/The-Words-I-Never-Said-Volume-3

I don wish to forget though, because I know I will remember.

Copied again.

2010-08-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

taken from some schoolmate's blog.

just seems similar.. so i took it without permission..

and yups I have no idea about the effect and the consequences once again.

____________________________________

Deep down

Many thoughts on my mind and I am sick of hiding my feelings. From that day you decided to leave, my tear stop shedding. I knew nothing was going to change anything. I told myself I have torture you enough already. When you choose to move on, I shouldn't hold you here to bear with the misery. I admit I was selfish so I tried my best to move on my life without you. I still think of you every single day at random moments. I hate the fact that you are not in my life anymore. I hate myself for having memories. I hope that I can forget everything that exist between us. I don't want to think but everything around me just remind me of you. Some time i just hope that everything will go back to the way that it was. But I know that this wasn't going to happen anymore. And somehow I believe that you're doing better without me.

But in the end, I rather suffer and rememeber you than be happy and forget about you.
I lost a friend, a soulmate and my life.
____________________________________

彭羚 - 隔世情 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

2010-08-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

2010-08-12T22:46:00.001+08:00

歌名：隔世情

剧集：《聊斋》

歌手：彭羚

长夜天空冷的风吹过一抹的浮云　

云聚　云又散原是分隔　又再走近　

不知不觉已情困　来让不可思议的也发生　

在今夜　望清这痴心女人　

啊　红是杯酒　我心口　溅过一片哀或愁　

怀念人渐瘦　拥着你足够　

当天空再次红透　重现的清早倍教人难受　

让思念　转身走还有　从花开花飞一梦中　心伤心碎却没冻　

只因知你　挚情仍是和我相同　

一首歌　一阙诗　千世百世都传颂　

梦散处　谁又不心痛

2010-08-02T13:19:00.001+08:00

shall continue the previous post another time.
I will do it till the day.

2010-07-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

5th July -> Meryl Farewell -> Lunch @ Sakura
16th July -> Yongjie Farewell -> Dinner @ Ajisen, Arcade @ Bishan, Lan @ AMK
21st July -> Lifen Farewell -> Dinner and Prawning @ Bishan
31st July -> Yuanli Farewell -> Think brought to Saturday. =X

Writing in case forgot. =)

Tireddd.~

I know how to go PSA today. lol.
=X

2010-07-21T14:35:00.002+08:00

I tot I did wrong.
I tot I should change.
But who knows, when I change,
I get the conclusion that I should never do it again.

Why does it always seems my fault.
Change also wrong, no change also wrong.
Talk also wrong, don't talk also wrong.

...

No mood to do work.
Even though my colleague gave me flower today, she says coz she likes to give ppl flowers.
But I think its for that day when something happened at work.

2010-06-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

I understand what's it like trying to protect ppl..
I understand what's it like being protected..

sometimes i want both..
sometimes i wish i din have both..

lol. stupid human. full of contradictions..

nitez.

2010-06-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

T.T fone bullie me. + 96x msg.

=/

Today she bullie ppl again. -.- dot. I cannot even leave for 1min. zzz.

lol. meeting yy ytd was lol.. we gossip :x ~ ssshh..

today went pass things to sffs... -.- gdness.. its "the more u noe, the more u dun wanna noe" lol.
*FAINTS*

can let gal wait 1hour outside de.. cool si le.. =))) QIANG.. =.= ~

Monday - HCI TUBE(DOCUMENTATION)
FSC(BUG+QN+USERGUIDE+FUNCTIONLIST)
KZ LMS(QUESTION BANK, TESTS, BUG)

2010-06-09T08:29:00.002+08:00

zzz. -.- ~ lols.. habit is badbad.. and stubborn is badbad.. -.- ~
only bother care list ppl.. thats all.. zhen shi de.. ~ owaes look for trouble for myself..
...

In office now.. yawns.. ytd office ppl so fierce de.. scared scared.. not used to it.. :x
guess everyone in the office is missing someone sob that i miss too.. too used to it.. sharing a table with someone else.. argh.. sob.. and no more programming magic to see.. haha..
even eugenia was like huh so fast go le? yea.. but here dangerous for her.. so go better.. hopefully don feel guilty or regret jiu can le (: though she didn't really leave/stay as she wished to. lol. chim rite.

Hope auntie gets well soon. I have no idea as she doesn't reply -.- ~ faintfaint.. another missing replier.. ~ thats y.. carelist jiu hao.. hee.. =)

Life arh.. Really cannot be too nice larh.. Die first also you lo.

Signing off..

*plugs in music and see bugtracker*

p.s. it's always nice talking to yy.. =) sf but she appreciates.. haha.. although not supposed to expect anything from ppl.. -.- contradict..

2010-06-05T13:29:00.001+08:00

VERY ANGRY LO.

U OWE ME SOMETHING. -.-

zzzz.

EVERYTIME I WANT TO MAKE FRIEND WITH U U GIMME SOME SHIT..

zzz. Ytd ppl last day u self invited urself to the farewell lunch.

Haha. take a car seat that other ppl could have. NOT SHY seriosuly.

-.-!

that day meeting u noe what u did.

in front of everyone u say ppl. u nt our boss. our boss nv say anything.

u say cannot huh. =)

This is first. That is second. =)

set me up on HCI @ 2pm. I'm the one going HCI. U tell her.

To make her gan jiong later farewell lunch I cannot go.

U don want me to go, but u are going.

U force me to ask lewis for help.

I asked u nicely if the timing could be postponed, I did not say that I wasn't going.

U said?

NO.

Lewis ask? LMAO. 330pm. WOW HUGE CHANGE.

u got no one as ur backer.

I will .. I will make sure of it.

Even if it means FREE OT =)

One by One. U freaking irritating.

zzz. angry.

1 week at suntec. Gives me the time to cool off.

When u are back, u WILL BE my friend.

I WILL BE UR FRIEND.

The joke.

ADMIN1-ADMIN11

ADMIN2-ADMIN21

ADMIN3-ADMIN31

I will now focus on how fast can I finish my work.

And now whatever I do to you, you cannot vent your anger on anyone anymore.

Instead of fierce, how about trying kelian? =)

2010-05-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

I think I last life did alot of bad things..
This life did more..
And still doing..

Thats why..

I can never be able to express the way I want to..

All wrong, nothing right..

Keep your hopes to 0 and disappointments will go likewise.

am nonsense-ing again.

gotta grow up.. supposed to?

2010-05-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

Coming up..

13th May Bball o.o Just stand one side see jiu hao. lol.. scary..
15th May .. Wonders ..
18th Go HCI again.. interesting..
19th May Graduation(asking)

Tink by 22nd me n peiwen shud b struggling wif how to magic out the userguide etc le.
22th May Dental -.-
28th May lifen bday.. wonders if there is going to be a celebration..

Learning set up server.
Learning update latest files.
Learning nicenice documentation.
Learning~~~ (:

A Joke.
My Pasar Malam Stall is now opened.
2 Free Tries everyday per person.
3 Balls per try.
=)
Ultimate goal, to give out the prize the person deserves. (:

S.M.I.L.E

2010-04-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

haiz wad nonsense. why nowadays ppl use this sign "^^" without meaning it.

2010-04-18T12:19:00.003+08:00

sobsob i didn't go i didn't go =(
Friday 16th april.. Fishing trip in msia with my group =(((
sobsobsob..

=/ GG-ed.

Can tell me why some people knows everything but some ppl duno anything?

2010-04-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

http://www.convertpdftoword.net/

2010-04-15T00:34:00.001+08:00

yikes.. apr 12 internet sot..
so this is apr 12's post frm notepad =))

o.o ~ Went checkup today.. doc say I'm bad at expressing myself..
hahas.. as usual.. hmm.. had durian @ aunt's house..
aunt brought us to buy durian..
She asked if we wanted durian or durian puff?
Err.. I say I eat durian very mafan.. lol.. but cousin wanted durian.. :/
lol. I say I only eat dolphin.. *had to explain wad dolphin was* hahas.
Then aunt asked me to choose.. I was like o.O ~
How come all the boxes all full of dolphins de o.o ~
Looked all the same nor.. o.o~ So I just anyhow choose..
OMG.. $50 -.-!~ No wonder all dolphin.. gdness..
The most expensive durian I ate :x

hahs. But erm.. lol.. still prefer the one day geylang trip ^^ ~
Hee.. I remember.. (:

Signing off,
Nitez.

2010-04-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

It should be easier to establish and maintain a maximum stride and this is the time to establish the ideal cruising speed for anything you've got underway. Everyone's energies are more likely to be in synch so that the whole system kicks in and puts out without leaning too heavily on a single component.

Explosive arguments could lead to going your own way when someone or something tries to confine you. Your own sense of independence and freedom is being challenged. It could be a good time to look at why this issue is bothering you, you may encounter it again in the future so deal with it now so the knee jerk reactions don't occur the next time the issue arises.

2010-04-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

Irritability may be present in your make-up. During this trend it may be best to avoid too much contact with close associations and family ties. Watch your health, and don't overindulge or over exercise. Oh, that goes for over-eating too!!

Leo Love Horoscope
You feel highly competitive, hot-blooded, and impatient, which can cause friction or furiously emotional confrontations with others. Your spouse, children, or parents seem especially able to raise your temper at this time. Unresolved feelings and issues from the past are likely to trigger emotional outbursts now.

2010-04-14T16:43:00.001+08:00

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你
都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
没有人能够保证
永远在一起

时间会把我把你
都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个不会为时间
而变化的你

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你
都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
没有人能够保证
永远在一起

时间会把我把你
都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个不会为时间
而变化的你

分开追逐著相聚
辛酸渴望著甜蜜
我们都是一样
穷得只剩下空虚

我买不起
我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
不变的幸福
只是一种距离

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局

还是
我变成了你最想忘记的回忆
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2010-04-14T16:01:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, April 14, 2010
郭美美二人同行 [魔幻视界片尾曲!] (完整版)

勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

* 爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

# 爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个默默后承受

我想过很多以后幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

(Repeat * # * ）

爱你不重
不痛不痛就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个默默后承受

2010-04-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Horoscope(:

You are very restless and excitable today and may do something quite unexpected and out of character for you. Impatience with boring routines and the want for freedom and change may encourage you to do something you normally consider childish or irresponsible. You are very insistent on your own needs and preferences at this time. An event that disrupts your normal schedule could also happen now.

Leo Love Horoscope
A significant development in a close relationship or strong feelings of attraction to someone you encounter, are very likely at this time. You are very congenial and cooperative now and more interested in the similarities than in the differences between yourself and others.

BOREDDDD~~

Waiting for 19th (:

Start of hell too.. lol..

2010-04-08T17:24:00.001+08:00

.....................................................

Decided.

let me copy paste what I had in my notepad few hours ago..

Hmm.. Wei shen me.. U are in my mind again..

I think I've never forgotten u at all in.. 9 years =')

IMUSS ~ Mum asks if I wanna stay over at 99 house.. LOL..

Last time need 99 to ask then can de now so nice ask.. TOo bad.. =)

Nobody there oredi.. Aint staying anymore.. Hahaha..

Hid from me the truth for 1 year very li hai har?

Now I ONLY watch show and disturb.. I know who dislikes who..

The ring on my hand bothers u guys so much arhs.. lol..

Sorry lo.. lols.. one talk so big.. lol.. I know u have MBA..

I know u VP of a bank. I know ur shoes can buy me a comp.. Lol..

But I don't care. Coz u are not her. Tell me to accept other ppl..

U crazy? Call other ppl by the same name? U outta ur mind..

lol.. I don nid to give him face..

He ownself meet wife's parents intro as wad.. LOL..

Intro using my shenshen's name.. LOL~ That joke i'll nv forget..

I miz taka restaurant.

That room that seat (:

Is there a kodak still there?

Lols. I talk to the maid more than anyone in the house o.o

My malay not bad eh? xD ~

lols. Everytime she comes back,

me and my bro tries alot of nonsense to delay her departure.

But u can reject her request? Nopes. lols.

Now she doesn't appear anymore.

I wanna see her I duno how.

Wad nonsense I say I wanna see cookie. -.- slap myself.

idiot. lols.

I wanna learn how to cook black mee and mee sua (:

lols. tink too much.

Hmm.. That fella's son.. lol tinks he's a king in the hse. -.-

shout and scream at ppl for things that he want.

I'M SORRY U MET ME. =)

Talk so loud. Shoot me one sentence I shoot u back all.

Crazy. Everyone let u climb over their head I don't.

Your parents say cannot control u therefore don't wanna fetch u home.

lol.! Your mum not working but dowan to look after u.

Your mum tells u ur dad owaes go out drink, and u tell me.

Hahas. There are many things about ur dad that u don't know yet. ^^

Me kip quiet, watch show, bought tickets liao, don waste.

Waited for so many years liao. lol. must catch the show. =)))

-.-

Signing off,

Yi Shi Zhi Qi de Wo

MICHELLE ANG SHI YING.

lol.

I'm not scared of u. I'm not going to call u.

Crazy people.

x3 PRINCE.

IMUSS.

2010-04-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

Gomen nasai

2010-04-07T21:44:00.001+08:00

Spoze-ed to bathe. lol. haven bathe..

Hmm.. Guessing o.o~ maybe think too much ~ duno~

-.-~

thats why don like guessing..

lol..

tata..

*IMUSS*I wanna visit ur house again* :x but how?

2010-04-02T22:09:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. Day 4 only..

-.- still tired-ing.. Dy-ing..

No entertainers online too.. and I'm not always online..

Hmm.. I forgot and sent a msg. lol.

Hmm.. Owaes hungry again.. docs owaes say its ok.. -.- ~

benben changed the date to saturday after i posted that it's a wkday and thats the reason I cannot go for the fishing trip..

die.. means have to go.. worst.. lol..

shall consult CR bout that..

Hmm.. I seriously duno whats wrong wif ppl -.-

hols they like to ignore ppl or like to mia or don like to talk to ppl?

... bth.. nv fail de.. every hols.. bt nw is grad liao..

so the korean food is the chance to sort it out..

i missed prawning that time too..

hmm.. i miss prawning not because i like it.. i don dislike it either..

just miss it =))

gatherings~~~~~~

Unspoken questions ~ hahas.

I think we both have one.

Hmm.. 12012010~ must remember+remind myself.

yikes.. hungry again.. and thirsty.. bt dun dare to drink much..

when i become in-de-pen-dent one day..

hahas.. i actually duno the definition. ~

I'm qualified to say tat liaos? =))

Hmm.. at 99 house just now..

woke up oredi.. heard that guy whole family playing at garden so happy..

lol.. consist of a playboy(till now).. a dumb wife willing to put up with all these.. a nottie kid that doesn't know anything.. haha..

I still.. did not call.. (:

the playboy forever so heng? lol.

I waiting for show again.

He's definitely still the same him.

I heard their voices.. I miss her more..

2010-03-27T18:45:00.003+08:00

hmm.. humans so weird..

am I weird too? If yes, pls tell me. Hahas.

I don't understand.

Got blocked out o.o ~

Got a "No".

Said yes to a fishing trip ~

I'm sure not to behave the same.

o.o

But it'll be fun.

o.o

Contradicting enough.

Skipping outing for BootCamp it means.

April still have to split myself again -.- ~

hmm. then lets hope for a better may. =)

hopefully don die @ work.

I don't know who I've told and who I have not.

Hmm. Humans are never consistent. (:

Signing off,

Shell.

Take care.

I'll say this when I'm qualified to one day.

argh ~

2010-03-09T11:24:00.002+08:00

gg JP.. Duno right or wrong but shall enjoy =)

backie jiu busy again -_- ~

L4D2 out long ago ma.. got touch b4 lo..

ermz.. sad si cant catchcatch the other one too..

hmm.. hope cya later? hahas. actually is i bo liao.. =x

nvm..

going to do my 3G sim.. and settle 3G fone..

I tink the batt abit de incompatible though la.. hmm..

ermz.. anyone can find me anytime. haha. don fwded msg like when i was in BKK jiu hao le :/

hope wont freeze si. wont die in disneysea oso jiu hao. no roller coaster for me .. if not my rest of the day gone how.. lol..

takecarez all ~

whoever.. haha..

me gtg.

tink 11pm de planeplane..

but reach airport 9pm.. yawns..

signing off,

smile collector.

8/3/2010 *alamak missed one chance for smile collection*

2010-03-05T12:56:00.003+08:00

Where got time?

Everything is cannot push away de.!

Promised that yy chalet. Must go.

CCNA Boot Camp signed up for it months ago, feb then tell me date - GG.

Japan trip same date as BootCamp. -.- nvm. tot taking exam 26th march.

Ytd tcher announced death sentence, take exam 18th march, if i pass CISCO will close down.

I dun mind getting the experience.. CCNA is really stressed.

Hmm still got wad..

Got dinners =)

Yy surprise 21th bday..

Dental, plus lots of follow up and tests. I where got so free and it all happens in march.

-.- and now entertaining sms that makes me lost patience.

**** ~ I wont do that de ok?

U tink I dowan the Cert at all?

WTF Withdraw?

...

All the things come at the same time when can I do..

zzz..

Don not happy with me i have no time -.-

don tell me prioritize.. 21th bday once a lifetime..

sch trip b4 grad poly doesn't come twice..

bootcamp date is not fixed by me..

zzz..

dental fixed 4months ago.. re-fix need wait another 4months? -.-

....................................

If u want me to choose to sacrifice..

I choose me. =)

Long time no see.. =)

Waiting for video uploads. =)

Hahas.

Other ppl know me better. dot.

2010-02-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

ytd? or ytd de ytd? lols.

sushi.. arcade.. learn jap.. talktalk..

gd?

haha.

tired.

signing off.

2010-02-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

hungryyyyyy...

waiting for timetime to wakey ppl then go eat.. sobsob..

hungryyyyyy..

12102010.. ~ I made it my choice.. so I gotta get over it.

my principle is to make ppl =) not =( ~

so just hang on..

today some sf went tekong today! wooo! so good ! set up comp only somemore.. sobsob..

wished i could go tekong too!~ gal go tekong is hard hard de worz.. ~

hmm but weather hot hot.. =x contradicting.. lol..

tink sf gonna dehydrate le.. in need of water refill..

hmm.. takecares ~ haha. although she cant see this..

restless legs. bth oredi. hopefully i go japan dun lidat. i'll die dere.. str8 str8.. =(

ytd de 1 hr fone call.. o.o ~ seems interesting and yet not.. lol.. ~ wo bu zhi dao..

let me re-adjust.. again ~ (:

Me stubborn fella.. wished i could be less stubborn..

if i cant make myself less stubborn.. I'll use another way to make overall situation better.. =)

I am a smile collector..

I collect smiles..

I eat smiles..

When you smile, you get shell points..

that can be used to activate shell services.. hahas..

like wakeup call / reminder / listening hotline or smsline ..

hahas.. wad nonsense..

I'm a SHELL..

a MILO..

a B2..

a DONKIE..

a BENBEN..

anymore impt de? hahas.

5 main ones i guess..

ALL TAKECARES OKAY?

good = ben .. haiz.. why the theory is owaes lidat.. lols..

sir~ that time de conversation still got things haven ask finish but i forgot liao =(

sob.. ~

2010-02-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

sobsob go bangkok kena cheated by lewis of so much time that we had for shopping. sobsob. in the end no time to shop =(((

hmm.. bought for shenshen though.. ~ =)

Promised to buy something wherever i go. ~

Hee..

Bought cheapcheap boardshorts.. ~ not for me..

hahas.. then bought a filefile.. transformers.. ~ hee..

hmm.. nth much.. i loved lewis wedding lunch de food. ! ! ! ! ! !

YUMMY! exactly the same as the food i had 4 years ago. cooolllllllllllllll~

chendol was nice. =) always nice..

hahas.. yea.. ~

Hmm.. I missed all the roadside stalls.. din have a chance to eat at roadside stalls. hee..

missed the soyabean right outside lighthouse.. missed the auntie.. missed everyone.. =))

missed everything familiar in BKK ~ wee ~ MBK de 5th floor changed le..

haha.. =)

didn't see it though.. uncle dongdong told me de..

FANTA! yesh~~~~ there drink only 40cents =(

SG $2 ~ omg.. -.-! ~

lol. hao la. don crap so much le.

sighs one week to rest b4 CCNA Boot Camp but then sick sick. hmm. hopefully i get well soon.

need to chiong. =)

gtg.

signing off,

wo de ming zi shi ~~~~~~~~~~

2010-02-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

think forgot to tell alot of ppl. half forget half bz half sms inbox full as usual =x
off to bangkok tml for lewis(colleague) wedding dinner.. ~ backie 22nd feb ard 11pm.
=)

all takecares.

hmm.. sent alot of testing ... but no replies.. wanted to tell u..
hmm.. sir.. hee.. wanted to tell u last nite but mum rushing me to koon -.- ~ =)

takecares~~~~~~

2010-02-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

saw parvin's name on facebook.. tot of the horrible terrible person that did some serious nonsense thing that turned 2 friends into enemies. WOW ~ Sowmya Ghosh u are this pro ! ~

I would never forget what parvin said when we(me,vidhya and rajes) went to her dad's funeral during CNY that year.. ~

all ur fault. seriously. -.- ~ this world. nothing gd. humans are the scariest.

noe why i love animals now? haha.

all kinds of ppl oso have. crazy world. -.- ~ seen the worst seen the best. seen the contrast.

....

My PWVMSS =(((

bad guys owaes win ah? geez..

hmm.. gonna post sth @ fb..

these backstabbers are non-sense~ zzz.

2010-02-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

BANGKOK??!?!!?!?

woot woot woot ! really really ? can can ?
Very happy to hear that but hope partner can go. Then I can go. Haha.

But not showing .. later she will very paiseh again if coz of her I cannot go..

Hee. practically smiled all the way home. :D

Almost forgotten I had a blog. Everyday go home ~ so tired ~ yawns...

Jialat forgotten what happened in between le..

Last wkend.. Tot peacefully stay at home.. ~ (peaceful means bored lol)

Then ganjie called wanna go chinatown ma.. o.o ~ orh ~

Went there she asked.. Wanna eat steamboat? ~ orh lo ~ can eat meatball, SOTONGball, fishball crabmeat ball? Hee.

Then next sentence.. ~

o.O with my parents also okay? o.O

!!! ~ still.. ~ orh.. ~ lol..

her mum is hmm... indescribable.. unless u meet her.. really.. haha..

but (super like my mum.. omg.. we(me n my ganjie often exchange pointers LOL)

coz their behaviour and thinking is like exactly the same -.- ~

Makan-ed ~ Stressed steamboat LOL ~ stress coz i duno what food i cannot take >.

then i found out sesame oil + light sauce = yummy :D

next time gonna do that xD ~

While makan-ing received a sms.. was like !@#@$#^%^ .. haiz..

Makan le went see see chinese new year stuffs.. is like.. people jam.. people sandwich.. :x ~

Suddenly outta nowhere got fireworks wor! like omg .. AGAIN ~

see outline again =( ~ I think this year cannot watch proper fireworks in singapore arh -.-! ~

Hmm.. Went dessert dessert..

Longan Drink ^^ ~

Then tupid jon playing with camera..

Waiting for the pics to be up on fb. Keke.

Make people happy also good. Hahas.

=))))

O.o oh ya. My 99 house sold le worz to developer.

Sunday went to house hunt with them. HOT SI.. ~

HDB flat is fine with me. lol. get big house torture myself only.

But but .. I don't mind them having the bball board in landed properties.. those kind.. weee..

saw it in one of the houses.. Felt like just take the bball and play liaos. =x

hee.. seems like uncles quarreled after that.. lol NOMB.. ~ keke..

Me not interested in ppl I don care.. ~ They huai ren.. ~ I go back to see my prince. =)

Still as cute as ever :D

Had dinner then backie le.

But b4 mum left, dad still wanna find trouble.

B4 he stepped into the kitchen, i oredi noe he bad mood or got temper.. but duno angry wad. -.-

then talk to me u try to win and find trouble, i make u lost until i happie -.- ~

Talk loud win? NO!

U lose straight in front of me! -.-

Let me shoot so many years still never learn that without reason you cannot win me. -.-

Everytime nv fail find trouble. Find my trouble not enough, find my mum trouble -.-

I hate this, coz when u do this she finds trouble with me -.- ~

So I sure shoot till u die de ._. ~

BAKA!~

tak suka.. zzz..

Hmm.. today workwork ..

Supervisor mother in law passed away..

Most of the colleagues received his sms.. "Might take leave for the next few days"

OMG.. wo de can lean de mountain gone le.. :x ~

True enough she came to find trouble today AND picked the timing when I was not around.

Auntie, my partner so nice to bullie isit?

U got kids u still duno how to think? Others ppls' kids not urs hor? So nvm hor? -.-

...

U bullie my partner again.. I'll ask someone else to settle ._. ~

U are very not well liked by colleagues.

Even yl would shoot u now.

Coz she's leaving because of u. Nothing to be afraid of.

We're leaving too. I'm dam not scared of u. -.- ~

Hee.. back to bangkok.. hee.. hee..

although only 2days and to go for wedding.. wee..

grats lewis.. although i duno u're the good or bad guy.. but love love bangkok.. ! ~

free air ticket lei :x free accomodation lei :x ~ lets hope it's not as scary.. haha..

Hmm.. got uncle dongdong going oso.. got khai going oso..

waiting for partner and mum and one xiao hai zi.. need to pacify xiao hai zi le..

lol..

mum i noe how to settle. keke..

hmm.. prays prays partner can go :D

20th-22nd feb ^^ backie near midnight.. ~

*starts to dream... ignore me...*

2010-01-15T08:50:00.004+08:00

Something interesting..

Jan 15, 2010

IE flaw used in Google attacks

WASHINGTON - MICROSOFT said on Thursday that a vulnerability in its Internet Explorer Web browser was used to carry out cyberattacks which have prompted Google to threaten to leave China.

'Internet Explorer was one of the vectors used in targeted and sophisticated attacks targeted against Google and other corporate networks,' Mike Reavey, the director of Microsoft's Security Response Center, said in a blog post.

'Microsoft continues to work with Google, other industry partners and authorities to actively investigate this issue,' Reavey said.

He stressed that 'to date, Microsoft has not seen widespread customer impact, rather only targeted and limited attacks exploiting IE6 (Internet Explorer 6)'. Mr Reavey said that changing Internet zone security settings to 'high' would protect users from the vulnerability.

Microsoft's security advisory was issued shortly after Web security firm McAfee reported that the cyberattacks, which Google said originated in China, exploited a previously unknown vulnerability in Internet Explorer.

Google said on Tuesday that China-based cyber spies struck the Internet giant in an apparent bid to hack into the email accounts of human rights activists around the world.

2010-01-11T23:01:00.003+08:00

sobsob.. she nv came at all.. how much i missed her..

duno is friday or saturday start or earlier.. started to have free time -.-! ~

Mind flying around and thinking.. thinking lots lots loads loads..

Sunday best best.. most free time.. lol..

I'm good at fa dai.. ~

I find that the words that people would like to nice or would think that it's nice to hear it from me.. haha.. as my mum said my mouth got gold.. talk only gold would drop thats why I am a mute..

I can write.. But I cannot say.. I oso duno why..

Ppl take one sentence to express themselves i use a piece of paper write full le i oso duno whether did i or did i not express myself.. lol..

-.-

So many things.. messy..

My 1st day's answer was.. I'm not good -.- wth..

My 2nd day's answer was is it good or bad? which one good which one bad?

-.-!?

Bang the wall ok?

I gtg le.

Signing off,

Shell-Beike

I gotta thank my partner after attachment. Thank her for this attachment..

2010-01-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

sad si le~ yesterday know that my NETMON workshop GG le.. sobsob.. The only thing nearest to networking de workshop.. sobsob.. Other ppl go liaos.. haiz.. disappointment only.. last min then say somemore.. =/ ~ Back to Intranet aka programming and programming including dumb research im continuing.

o.o ~ yesterday hao xiang got a few more things i wanna say but forgot le :x lol. stm.

Today.. Best.. cant wait for tml.. no matter good or bad.. @ the company..

Miss felicia chua.. U tink u very big? o.O ?

Don't tink we attachment students nice to bully.

We didn't do anything wrong. Don't use those no manners and bu ke qi de hua on us.

We will return you. We shall see tml.

Really hope to see you tml.

You better pray hard Richard doesn't flare up on you (:

We did not do anything wrong thats the main point.

Don't be rude. (:

If you still don't learn, I will see that justice is done for your "bully-ing".

You taught us to CC and CC to ppl (email).

I will use what you taught us back on you. (:

-.- ~ dotdot.. talk until lidat in the email.. -.- ~

Don't bully ppl hor.. One more time ni jiu zhi dao.. -.-

... ur reputation i tink techpoint ppl noe better than us ba..

Jaga Diri.

2010-01-03T11:02:00.001+08:00

wo jiang de hua hao xiang shi ren xing xiao hai zi jiang de hua.. o.o ~

therefore not taken seriously.. o.o

2010-01-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

tinkin ...

2009-12-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

Someone once told me "u can never express yourself clearly."

Cause when u say it to the person, the person will not receive it in the way you meant when u pass the message.

y ppl lke to let me have hope, and leave me disappointed the next moment.

y when i take out my hart and show ppl, they like to throw on the floor and step on it.

17/12/2009

00:36

Ni zhong jiu hai shi bu zhi dao wo na tian dao di fa sheng shen me shi, xiang xin ni ren wei ni hen liao jie.

Quote from a random song that I don't know the title:

Yuan lai ceng jing yong you guo hai bi shi qu tong ku.

24/12/2009

16:14

Today I realised.. My.. Hmm.. I duno what u called that..

But no matter it is a gentle reminder, or a advice, or its just something that people don't like or not supposed to be done that way, and people mention it to me. I will die die definitely .. totally not do it again.. o.o ~

So from now on, I promise to send beautiful emails.

28/12/2009

17:30

Sometimes I do sth to ppl.. first few times is alright.. so nothing was wrong to me..

But maybe a few more times.. might be different to the person.. hmm.. I duno..

Then I was told afterwards.. then will become die die nv do it again..

Because I duno how to measure limits.. In order not to make the same mistake..

I shut the probability to 0% instead. Safety first.

so tired today.. keep falling aslp.. gdness..

tml is watch out for emails day again.

don like the dam research.. programming is even better than API ?

Signing off,

Someone who doesn't wish to talk ..

2009-12-27T17:59:00.006+08:00

so long nv update.. lol..

normally i update mei hao shi..

lol..

sianz..

ST Engineering ask me to do research i so happie..

=/ butbut.. how come zzz... sob... got programming inside the website de. =(

sad si le. API somemore. -.-~! wads that sia.. zzz.. me aint programmer.. =(

haiz. tml GG if neko comes to find me. DEAD. lol.

Looking forward to the networking seminar in January ^^ ~ x3

Hmm.. o.o 13th Dec.. went monkie's bbq.. same place again.. hee.. sembawang park.. =))

she got fined for throwing cig butt. lol.. so everyone gave her angbao instead this year.. lol..

as usual bullie me.. =( badbad.. ~

saw daniel, wan(her bf), and erm a few i duno.. but mostly will e malays i guess other than pri sch, sec sch.. lol..

she forgot to bring my food .... lol..

I owe her present worz. si le.. how come owe so many ppl things.. argh... zzz.. time time i need..

23rd december..

Did something I nv do for dam long. haha.

which is to go out after work.. nt hm.. =))

went to hunt for presents for colleagues, supervisor, ++ gift exchange..

went with priscilla and peiwen.. my godly partner.. very god.. lol..

solved about 3 intranet bugs liao? the whole system.. haha..

I can only help in erm.. saying out the flow of the system that i can understand?

and help to remember some stuffs.. plus all my nonsense debugging methods. hee.

went PS .. wo de tian.. i shag si.. hate to wear formal shoes.. lol. tired too..

not the shopping kind.. but the supermarket part not bad.. i was more alive there.. haha..

finally decided to mix mix chocolates and wrap them up to give colleagues..

didn't have much time oso.. hungry si too..

all had dinner at home..

so din eat there.. but grabbed a bite at LJS ~ cheesefries :D

I tink i miss the clamp chowder there too.. YY's fault.. that time keep ask me buy for her..

then we all went homehome =))

whats the bus to take from PS to bukit panjang? lol.

my partner reached home faster than me! :x

Found out partner loves to shop for chocolate. haha.

and her fourth phrase should be.. "never mind" ~

Oh ya. and 24th december..

Christmas Eve.

Company let us off at 3pm. lol.

but i tink 12pm we eating snake le..

got lunch and gift exchange.. (:

I got lindt chocolate! ~

Erm lazy to check spelling.. But i like this brand de chocolate..

not sure if this "model" is nice though.. lol..

My number was 22. 22nd person to go up and choose present.. omg..

last few nor.. as the rest were clearing leave.. not in office..

hmm. took alot of pictures.. but err.. i duno how to get them =X

not so close wif them but pei wen is.. =)

shall pester her.. haha.. coz 1st 2 weeks i nv go work.. lol..

hmm.. this company is dangerous.. but lucky my supervisor is nice..

HR is nice.. erm.. i tink techpoint ppl are generally nicer?

other than neko of coz. (:

YinLing is KIV. lol.

scary. attachment students better just keep everything between themselves as lifen said..

Attachment.. like another 1.5months to go (:

after that is more scary. lol. job hard to find nowadays.. :x

*prays*

k i guess i shall go bathe..

tired. but not gonna slp now. if nt at nite no nid to slp le.

tml tough day ....

cannot owaes impose on my partner.. but i guess i really need her help this time.. sighs..

~Signing Off~

Merry christmas everyone!

new year's coming! ^^

TaKeCaReZ okay?

2009-12-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

默契(陈毓芸)

朋友之间的默契
不需太多的言语
凭一个微笑
牵一牵嘴角
就能得到共鸣

朋友之间的默契
靠的是一份心意
你会知道我
我会明白你
是最值得珍惜

就算不能天天一起
不会有距离
默默地为你打气
祈祷你如意

2009-12-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

I finally can blog. Dunno its a gd or bad thing.

Due to fever, UTI, grandfather's wake and everything.

Jie doesn't know because she's overseas.

Those who know will know.

Those who duno wont know.

Me no say.

Stubborn right?

I duno. Just don like ppl who only responds to SOS.

Normal times never. Not really don like... it's =( ba. lol.

Because.. Maybe.. U have done it before.. like.. owaes responded..

but now u don't.. whoever u are..

I wont say jiu wont say.

I know I'm lucky fella.

I have 2 GAs.

Or maybe more.. like 4..

Maybe I duno how to be satisfied.

like zhi zu chang le.

I'm looking still..

Finding maybe the path that I'm happiest..

Is a non-human path.. haha..

Only shenshen understands that..

=)) IMUSS..

Hmm.. Work is horrible..

Its programming..

Im courting death..

but feeling very useless and bad for leaving my partner alone..

so many days nv go work.. due to sick and the wake..

I'm backie partner =)

I duno how do I trust people after that nonsense in poly.

So I learn how to keep distance till time tells me.. =)

Work.. got 10 more weeks. omg. 50days. counting is scary enuf le.. haha..

hmm.. xiexie my 2 GA.. =)

ilu2.. haha.. Im nt mad.. but yea i appreciate owaes being there..

as much as i wanna be there for them too.. i noe difficult.. (:

but i'll still be here holding banner. =)

Owaes scold myself dumb when my hand gets itchy and starts msging..

waiting for reply but in vain.. hee.. but im still dumb..

so a few of my names are benben and benDe..

=) I still like the name and those who gave me the name. x3

I like all my nicknames =)

I missed being called shellshell by my pri sch friends.. haha..

Talking alot of nonsense here right?

Actually should be glad work's coming and I don't have too much spare time ..

Too much time is scary. (: as usual.

Haha. I wanna buy the SPCA cupcup .. But im sure i got no time -.- ~ esp work..

Tml MC. but gotta go praypray ahgong and ahxiang's ROM.. family matters.. =X

one day gone friday work. =)

and im off.

I knw at least one person would be reading my blog. haha. gdnite to u.

2009-11-19T09:34:00.001+08:00

I may not know anything. But luckily for me, Basic RESPECT and PUNCTUALITY I know. =))

2009-11-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm FINAL FYP PRESENTATION OVER!~

nightmare of IPP will begin.

Today's presentation.. phew no jessica poon. but surprisingly o.O

Bala? LMAO. He seriously didn't like someone from the other group. LOL.

like crossfire.. although it was only a few sentences. =X

He was my favourite tcher though. keke.

so hopefully this time's gonna be fine.

I was watching other ppl's presentation after i was done wif mine.

Could only see the next door's one.

Hahas. But that was sufficient.

Coz there was another group doing sharepoint in our lab.

We were like.. wa.. if they nv do anything and passed wif better grades than us.. we're gonna kill them..

Guess wad.. I tink they died.. even though they might have passed..

FINAL PRESENTATION no demo. o.O show screenshot.. o.o ~

I believe some screenshots is i contribute de somemore o.o ~

Hmm..

As for my "bestie", i'm not sure. this time the tcher din use mic.. So i couldn't hear..

but nvm bout her.. heard the other rm alot of ppl died..

O.o tink im hungry..

shall go finish up the porridge..

*finds cai xim*

2009-11-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

If can de hua, I still want my shenshen.. =/

Title for her is: The_One_The_Only_The_Best

IMUSS

2009-11-16T14:47:00.001+08:00

LOL. This is joke.. haha..

Hmm.. we were makaning in sch.. duno y talked about drinking sessions.. and Aim-ed at CR ..

Saying he sure cant hold his liquor well..

Then the BENBEN zzz... talk nonsense.. say if go clubbing.. must add 2 sticks to my converse shoe then can go in.. if not even if i 21 years old they oso wont lemme in -.-!

wth. add sticks to converse shoe doesn't make it heels.~ bendan!

lol.. Jon lim de worst.. =x

Poor guy..

His was..

"If jon lim drunk ar.. we confirm cannot carry him lo.. Nvm.. We tie him up.. like those dog leash kind.. "

LOL. Then i tot of sth.. haha..

"What happen if .. example.. priscilla holding bag in one hand.. the other hand holding the string tied to jon lim.. then the cab come.. then she *waves at the cab.. then jon lim roll down the slope how..?" ( Assuming the road there is not flatland.. ) lol..

And we continued saying he should wear a dog tag.. Stating his address and telephone number.. and $20.. lol.. and write.. pls tapau a pkt of Chicken Rice for me.. and send me home.. or If found, please deliver it too.. lol..

I tink jon depression after that =X

lol.. still got lots more.. haha.. dam funny.. nice lunch.. ^^ ~

wad nonsense.. lol..

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Hmm.. Dam tired.. tired day..

Ytd came back from WiThOuT Chalet.. Lei si le.. Although we slept alot.. lol.. i mean for chalet.. counted as alot le.. :x ~

Come back tot can slp =(

end up.. 30min go out again.. =/

mum ask me go see ah gong.. saying his condition not gd not gd le..

Then went sk.. And had dinner there too..

OMG NOR!

DAM THIN! GOODNESSS!

I saw ahgong.. bed ridden.. lying there..

like breathing oso nid use alot of strength..

and i can see 60% of his RIBCAGE.. seriously like coming out :/

scary...

hmm.. ard 9plus went back home..

I tot really can rest le.. :/

BUT!

10plus rush to hosp aft 4 yi called my mum.. say ahgong admitted to hospital..

o.o breathing difficulty.. o.o ~

then went .. unstable condition.. docs said to be prepared..

then.. EVERYONE came down.. alot of ppl sia..

like 30+ 40 ppl.. flood si the hosp =x

but one time only 2 person allowed..

we keep changing shifts.. yawns..

stayed till 6..

=/ lei si wo..

Hmm came sch at 11 today =X

Mum went hosp again this morning.. o.o ~ duno how le..

-Shall pause here.. Back to work..-

2009-11-13T13:23:00.001+08:00

You are belligerent, argumentative and impatient now. Disagreements erupt because you aren't willing to overlook minor irritations as normally as usual. Confrontations with others may be fruitful if you keep your anger in check. You are highly competitive at this time. Reaching out to an older relative or another mature, experienced person can mean a lot to you and be mutually beneficial now. You are feeling sober and realistic about love at this time, and are interested in being with people you respect and can depend upon, from your oldest true-blue friends to your newest confidant.

2009-11-12T10:21:00.005+08:00

LS(:

Asked le.

Know le.

Cause you never reply.

Do it for the last time le.

Still the same de.

Like that better.

Then leave it that way.

I get something from my notes in my handphone.

2 notes.

NOTE 1:

你的微笑仍然是我最珍贵的无价之宝 [Deleted]

NOTE 2:

If one day you do not see me, I'm just trying to be less dependent, which is very much what you wanted. I am not avoiding you, just maybe avoiding fear, pain and confusion.

-Expired-

2009-11-12T10:21:00.001+08:00

Giving is a wonderful quality, but receiving is important too. This is a time when having your needs take the forefront is in order. Don't allow yourself to be just the provider of comfort and affection today. Let others dote on you, and show you the affection you truly deserve.

I replied: Orh.

2009-11-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

Leo horoscope

Your intuition is what the energy is about for you today. Let your sweetie in on how you feel rather than to assume they already know. And if you've been keeping your eye on someone that you'd like to have in your life, it might not be so bad to take a risk and let them know, but do follow your intuition.

Hmm.. Today ahlian jiejie's wedding.. keke.. went early in the morning for the tea ceremony.. watched the sisters "treating" the bridegroom and the brothers to 2 bottles of coke.. =x must finish worz.. the bridegroom only drank half bottle.. eee.. so little.. haha.. omg.. the angbao worst.. :x ~ the sisters wanted 888 ~ lol. seems like the bridegroom only prepared 168/188 ~ :x ~ end up bargain here and there become 228 I tink.. ~ hmm.. they oso asked them to buy newspapers of ALL languages HAHA.. and oso nid to dance b4 they can come in.. lol..

Another hurdle to cross after the main door.. b4 the room door.. the bride keep saying wanna say bridegroom sing.. but this guy omg lol.. just keep continue his stagelines.. haha.. the one he prepared.. full of "i love u" de.. lol.. then my 2 small twin cousins.. kept saying "not loud enough!!!" haha! then he kept repeating.. then ahlian jiejie say must sing then can come in.. this one power.. he sing without music.. and ahlian jiejie was so touched she cried.. hee.. then sing halfway door open le.. come in he continue singing until he finished the whole song.. *clapsclaps*
^^ ~ hahas. then he gave her flowers and the bearbear.. hee.. comes tgt de.. one guy one gal.. nicenice :D

shall not talk about all details..
But have to say this..
her night time gown and her hair.. wow.. POWER! oredi very pretty liaos.. haha.. gen jia mei li .. ~ ! :D x3 x3 ! I first time wear nicenice from top to bottom nor. lol.
Must make it worthwhile.. kept wanting to take pics with her.. :x ~ lol.

And gratz to yanling jiejie gonna be mummy soon .. :D
still as pretty too . ~
=)))

2009-11-05T12:23:00.000+08:00

Leo Horoscope

It's a very favorable time for developing your relationships with parents and other relatives. At times life becomes extremely distracting and work and other financial or professional commitments take over. Be sure to make room in your schedule to spend some quality time with family members that came before you.

Your relationships, particularly sexual or romantic ones, intensify and can have a deep, compelling, urgent quality today. Your inner feelings and need for love and closeness come on very strongly. You have a special magnetism and attractive power now, and you are feeling intensely loving also.

2009-11-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

急事，慢慢的说；
大事，清楚的说；
小事。幽默的说；
没把握的事，谨慎的说；
没发生的事，不要胡说；
做不到的事，别乱说；
伤害人的事，不能说；
讨厌的事，对事不对人说；
开心的事，看场合说；
伤心的事，不要见人就说；
别人的事，小心的说；
自己的事，听听自己的心怎么说；

5 april 2009 10:18
@Ｔｅｍｐｌｅ.　Ｑｉｎｇ　Ｍｉｎｇ　Ｊｉｅ．

2009-11-02T08:35:00.002+08:00

Sth to add..

棒子成婚 LOL!
What's this.. haha.. I burst out laughing when I heard this.. =X
Sry benben.. lol..

Hmm.. Still owe this gal her Book of Idioms.. =X
Psps.. :x

2009-11-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

xiexieni.. =)

Refers to every small things that the "ni" did.. hahas..
Like remembering me for a photo shoot..
Means when u take pics.. You'll call me in..
Hahas.. I appreciate that too..

Like inviting me for outings and bdays..
I appreciate that too..
To be part of everything makes me have some reason for my existance.. =)

Hmm.. I watch dramas.. all the rich ppl writing WILLS..
Hahas.. Though I'm poor..
I would like to write one too..

MY WILL
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When I'm gone..

I would like to take in 100% sadness, disappointments, hurt, fear, pain, tears and everything negative away from the people I care about.

I would like to give out 100% happiness, smiles, laughters, joy, peace, warmth and everything positive to all the people I care about.

I would make room into a OPEN HOUSE.. so my friends can take back what they have given to me as a memory.. because I want them to remember me.. (:

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How much can one person read another's mind? 100%?
how much can 2 person miscommunicate and misunderstand each other? 100%..
If u ownself do ACs.. I cannot help u.. Cause I aint no mind reader.. ~

Hmm. Leave it this way k?

2 more xiexies,

1 for talking to me b4 i talk to u..
For the first time in months..

1 for explaining to me why you did that..
But I'd rather you did it earlier.. b4 i lost my mind..
But u did in the end..
So it's alright..

Lastly..
You still wouldn't remember de.. ~
You won't de.. ~
Thats not my AC.. It's something I strongly believe in..
Once or twice of thrice is a coincidence..
Multiply that by 10..
I would make that a belief..

You AC-ed.. (:
I finally got to know..
Sorry for the stress..

Remember HART?
The Collection. I don't think it would be ever complete le ba..
Because.. You won't remember..

All like to say..
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E~a~
Oyasumi~Nasai~
Have to Finish all the Adobe Captivate Videos and Flash Tutorials by This week.
And still have REPORT to rush -.- ~ nice.
And jessica poon to handle at FINAL PRESENTATION. Haiz.
Can anything get worst than this?

Okay. Maybe attachment. Haiz. Don't know sharepoint is worst or others.
Hopefully some company as priscilla might make life easier for both of us. lol.
If it really happens, i owe lifen a bigbig thanks. (:

I have to slp now.
6hours of slp left.
Worn out.
Slept on mrt on the way back from lakeside.
Plus last nite's 4hours of standing.. lol.. x3 ~
I'll send a msg tml morning.. Hopefully I don't forget..

8 AhLian Jiejie's Wedding ! I nan de buy dress ok.. lol.. Promised to be there from morning.. =)
And I want LOTS of pictures taken with her...! :D

13 14 15 WiThOuT's Chalet. Hopefully xun comes. I don't wanna be the one talking to leo or seeing her with sunny. (:

17-20 ~ Any day would be FINAL PRESENTATION.. =/

21 22 ONLY REST DAY till attachment starts immediately on 23.

28 Huiying's bday.. (: I promised to go. (:

IMUSS(: ~ You're kinda busy with work too.. Hee.. I miss cookie too ~ JY for your workwork but not forgetting to take care of urself.. Lesser MACS and MAGGI.. ~ hahas.. and late nights.. (:

Going off,
Bye all.
Takecarez.
Goodnitez.

(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)
Once a friend, Always a friend.
I remember what I say.
(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)(",)

2009-10-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

Leo Horoscope..

The craving for comfort in the form of loving affection is strong now. This is a good time to spoil yourself and also to spend time with the people who love and appreciate you the most. Also, you could be feeling rather tender and softhearted, and may do something on impulse.

lost is inevitable in life. but can i not lose those that are most important to me ?

Ms Demeanour Singapore: Stray dogs in Singapore? Yes..and they need saving...

boys over flowers favorite ost-,DO YOU KNOW BY SOMEDAY

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天才白痴梦/SOLER

葉蒨文 - 瀟灑走一回

Haha I still more interested in doing other ppl's HW.

taken from some schoolmate's blog.

just seems similar.. so i took it without permission..

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Deep down

彭羚 - 隔世情 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

Jan 15, 2010

IE flaw used in Google attacks

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